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Just to let everyone know, I am doing better than I was before. Still a tiny bit fragile, but just know I'm not trying to push anyone away, I've just been really busy as if late... I've been taking 2 hour bus rides to town everyday practically and trying to be more engaged with the community here. I'm also attending clubs at my college even if I don't currently go to college. And I'm doing 2 nanowrimo projects, as well as keeping on a tight schedule so I don't get in the slumps again.

I'm also trying to be more professional here, so if you see my comments being a little less personal, that's why. Feel free to talk to me by PM about any bad circumstances that get brought up, though. I'll still talk about the good stuff.

Hope you all are doing well. Sorry about being so inactive. I'll write a journal soon hopefully, though I'm struggling to make promises as of right now, so I'll hopefully get it done.

(Also... Why are my thumbs blurry all of the sudden? Is that happening for anyone else else too?)

Anyway, take care and hope we can catch up soon!

Vivienne Waltzer

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TakaraYuuki Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2016  Student General Artist
*hugs* I'm sorry to hear that youve not been well, but glad you're doing better. :Hug:
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Vivyi Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
:huggle: I'm doing far better than I was before. A lot has changed since I've gone through my near-death experience. I deleted the deviation that explains everything, however, if you want to hear more, feel free to PM me. <3
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TakaraYuuki Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2016  Student General Artist
Whoa near death experience? That sounds awful...
I'm glad you're ok now though. I won't press you for details but if you wanted to talk about it that's fine too. I don't want to pry
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Vivyi Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah... I probably won't go into detail on here, but it was an issue with my mental health. It's been resolved, and I've recovered thankfully. I wrote a poem about it, that I might edit the description in the future. You can see it here: Suicide II If you remember the suicide poem I wrote, I've written a sequel. <3 I might revise the sequel though, or write another that might reflect the experience in a more personal way. I dunno. I tend to create my pain into art XD
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TakaraYuuki Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2016  Student General Artist
Well, to what it's worth, I'm sorry to hear you had to go through that. Some of my closet friends have struggled with mental health issues before and its not a fate I would wish on anyone, especially to that extent. As I said I'm really glad to hear that you've recovered and I hope life goes better for you from here. As I mentioned, I wont pry or pressure you to tell me anything, but on the same note, if you ever just want to talk to someone I'm around :)
Isn't that the Wonderful thing about any kind of art? Its not only an outlet for all that raw emotion, but it can turn pain into something beautiful or thought provoking. I really like your poem by the way, even though it comes from a dark place. Theres something very honest about it.
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Vivyi Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
:huggle: It was a combination of all sorts of issues, and it's why I try my hardest to take care of myself. I accept I have a mental health problem, but I do not let my illness govern what I do in my life, nor do I think of myself as an incurable sick person. 

:huggle: I understand. I'm completely willing to share information to educate and sincerely help people understand those who are suicidal, just because I've been through it, and I've been to dark places in my life. I'm fairly open about my experiences, because of my desire to educate, but if it's not useful or works for me to share, I'll keep it to myself, or in PM. I do not like to vent or publicly complain about having a mental health issue, but I will reach out and get help in private, if I need to. I've done this in the past, and it does nothing but worry others or send them to the unfollow button. I've had to learn that the hard way.

Thank you! I try to be sincerely honest in my poetry. A lot of my poems are written about me and my life, and the experiences I go through. I agree. I find beauty in twisting dark elements, and turning them into something educational or beautiful. That's why a lot of my work is so gritty, and borderline gothic. 
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oscurabella Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016  Student General Artist
Glad you are doing better, Vi!! <3
I understand you! I am in a sorta similar position xD Trying to be more social here also :D
Can't wait to see more work of yours~~ <3
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Vivyi Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha, me too <33
 
Hahaha yeah I've been really bad about staying in touch with others as of late D: Nanowrimo will do that to you xD

I hope to have a new short story out soon! I've been looking for new ideas, but struggling to find any xD

Thank you <33 I appreciate it :)
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oscurabella Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2016  Student General Artist
XD It is ok, Vi!!!
And yay! :D I am looking forward to it~
yw btw <3
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UnnaturalOnyx Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
WOW, you sound busy! 
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Vivyi Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
LMAO I aaaaaaamm
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Summer-Peaches Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I'm so glad you're doing better!!! You're not going to college anymore? (you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to ^^)
Best wishes, my friend! ~ <3
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Vivyi Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh no! I'm still attending college c: It'll be next quarter though... due to unprecedented circumstances, (aka the very bad no good situation that was out of my hands) I could not attend in the fall quarter. I'm taking classes in the winter quarter though c: If you want to know more, feel free to PM me.

Thank you <333 I appreciate it! :)
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Summer-Peaches Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ah I see!! Makes sense!! :) Best of luck!!
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Vivyi Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you <33 :glomp:
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